Then again.. after all of the time i through it all..
Dad have got that strength to face me and my little brother with that surprised.
2 days ago is my dad's birthday and i called him to go out eat some dinner to celebrate it, correction to tell about how i feel and what exactly i want. I knew my passion to choose studying in this cruel town is just for him, i think that i can live with him and take care of him. I love him so much, more than any word i can say.
Well, little story about my dad, i know him so well.. He is a very good man, very strong man, and one thing i sure about is he loved us - me and my little bro - He loves us more than people in this world can do. May be he never show up that feeling directly, but his act is absolutely tell the word he never said out loud. I was that little girl when my dad was a handsome guys, who get mad at me if i drunk that ice water or eat some ice cream, because i would be sneezing all night long after, and the only person who take care of me is He. It's sound like an old story. He is the man who bought me a bicycle and teach me how to riding it. And for the first time i was ride it, i can't stopped because i was too panic to think, ended with i fallen with bloody knee. And he was there lift me up and clean up my scars, give them some medicine. Then he teach me how to stop that bike and told me that i should try it tomorrow at least after my scars is healing.
In every molecule of my body, i swear i will always remember that moment, when my father teach me indirectly ; "If you fall, u have to stand up and try it again and don't ever fall in the same mistake because u have been knew the wrong thing u did" i never thought that was a big thing when i was a little girl, but as time goes by i realized how useful the message behind it. Love u Dad.
And after he through all of his loneliness, he finally found the right person as he think. I just can hope this one it would be the better one. Dad teach me to do not fall at the same mistake again, i so sure he know exactly what he was teach. One thing that Dad should know is, i still your little girl who would take that responsibility to take care of you as you did to me. So i will supported you for all the decision you've made. I realized that you know the best for yourself.
Well, Happy Birthday Dad. Wish u alL the best. And Happy Fathers Day. You're the best man I've ever have, and always be.
